What should I do with my hair?

Curl it? Dye it blonde? Black? Pink? Red (am giving this major contemplation actually)? Blue? Chop it all off? Bangs? Hmm

I dare you

There has got to be one point in life where you just feel like everything's at its breaking point, where everything is walking past you in oblivion, things you once held dearly to slipping through your fingers, all the thoughts that used to cloud your mind vanishing in an instant. Sometimes I just get so sick with everything that's going on, so tired and worn out out and i just don't wanna do this anymore. All these monstrosities inside of me, I'll never get be able to get rid of them. I wish my insecurities would fuck off.

Maybe one day I'd be able to write a more sane, less fucked version of all the reasons which are compiled at the top of my head (no haha i'm not talking about fandom)

I wish things were okay I really do

And then sometimes I don't really know what the hell I'm waiting for. This is such an angsty iamsoemoxxx.com kind of post yes I shall fade into obscurity now ...

Good night x

Be crazy, can't let you go

And so we got on the tram and sang to random K-pop songs to our hearts' content, creating a ruckus but not really giving much of a damn. The 12 of us took up one whole tram, haha. Down down we gotta get down~

In celebration of RC's first year anniversary, Diyana's & Hajar's birthdays (I love you two oldies!), and greater things to come. The cake was too chocolatey, couldn't finish it.

Diyana, why are you so cute ): PINCHES!

Q made me her guinea pig and messed around with my hair. She gave me braids - Tiffany style! I like it, so pretty. Too bad my forehead is huge as hell.

We're not going to get tired of waiting.

The end. I love my R.Crew. Gokusen movie outing next! And be back later to upload pictures taken during prom. It was awesome, but I honestly felt like I looked horrible. Whatever, it's done! I'm never going to wear heels ever again.

Did you get my sign?

This was last week, shopped with the girls for prom schtuffs and ended up buying accessories. Not looking my best, but whatever. Hm, grad night is tomorrow but I'm not feeling it. If you asked me about it last week, I would've been ten times more psyched but now that it's a day away... My dress is still not here (pissed off because the tailor still can't get it right after two alterations) and my heels seem kind of wonky. And come to think of it, my dress might be a little too over the top. Have no idea what to do with my hair but I finally got the tangles out after not combing it for a period of time. Hurhur. No idea what to do with my face as well. And isn't it great, I'm going through that horrible I-Feel-Fat phase right now.

Have a feeling I'm going to turn up as the ugliest girl there T_T.

So much love.

No more tears, I'm so proud of you.